One wonderful gift I have, is shifting time. Unaware of what I was doing for most of my youth, I would be amazed at the ability to move through a difficult time very quickly, stretch out in a marvelous moment, and change traffic signals. It was the ability to change traffic signals that woke me up to my little gift. Yes, those too long lingering stop lights especially when one is late to an event! My first realization became a game very quickly. Counting to 5 as I said out loud, "Change now" to watching the series of lights ahead in downtown Denver change with each planned blink of my eye as I never altered my speed developed a realization of the illusion I lived. This playfulness became a salve to my road weary heart. It taught me a wisdom I did not realize I had. Time became my secret. Time was my best friend. Time allowed me to shape shift and led me to my soul path. Well, actually, time is my path.
It was in realizing the essence of time and the illusion we had created around it that I began to fulfill my desire to be who I truly was.
In the moments that I believed I needed to fulfill the dreams of family, friends, society, I disconnected to my ability to shift time, my connection to my soul, and my heart became weary. When I bought into the demands of those living within our perceived time constraints the only way to remove myself was to play with Time. It was those moments caught in abusive turmoil that time became my ally. I did not leave my body or disassociate from self when I remembered to shift into a time filled with the end. I know this explanation borders on "psychological dissociation" but it is not. I know when I created means by which to cope with the abuse. I am referring to using time to alter the illusion and repair the wound.
A shaman using an altered state travels to the time and space of soul loss. It is by shifting time that a shaman retrieves the lost soul piece and returns it to the client.
So even in times of abuse or trauma, never having completely separated from any of my soul gifts especially the gift of shifting time, I was able to lessen the soul loss around these events. I did not realize what I was capable of doing in the moment, it wasn't until later that this abilities deeper essence was revealed.
Because we are not broken and do not need to be fixed, we have always used our gifts to move through our life and experience those events and moments that will bring us back home to ourselves and the Divine. It is when we use time that we can reflect upon our abilities to remember who we truly are. Every one of us takes time to look "back" upon our lives to learn. We may not do this consciously as in "Hey I want to see why I experienced this loss, abuse, trauma, reward, etc." but we do reflect every moment of every day. As we are moving through traffic we are reflecting upon where we came from, we are looking to where we are going, and maintain a strong awareness of where we are. We have to do this to drive our cars.
Do you honestly think you don't do this with everything in your life? Come now be honest. As your discussion with your partner escalates up or down are you not reviewing what got you here and how fast you can get to the other side?
Guess what? You just used Time to shift the moment at hand. Now lets do it with a sense of deliberate outcome.
As a shaman, I listen to your story, looking for the exact place in time where the soul loss that is impacting you now needs resolution. That moment or time is suspended in a dimensional latitude that spins timelessly waiting for the impactful moment to collide and bring it forward to move your soul further along your path. In an altered state or a time shift I journey to the moment moving through dimensions and time to retrieve and bring it to you. Time is fluid. As in a stream or ocean it moves continually upon itself creating and recreating. It never begins nor ends. It shifts us, itself, and eternity continually. Collapsing upon itself it is giving birth to a never ending beginning. Remembering, as we know it, allows time to lead us deeper into all that we are. Grasping this concept even fleetingly without over thinking brings awareness. The altered dimensional moment uses time to refocus and create. It splinters the outcome across many realities shifting past, present, future, parallel lives and experiences simultaneously.
A simple game of change the traffic light becomes a catalyst for shifting realities.
What time game is waiting for you?
The journey continues ~
The Soul Traveler